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All I feel like doing now is sleeping. But I've wasted most of my day away today AGAIN.
I hate that I am so unmotivated to do anything, that I don't want to work hard for anything. Considering I know how much Mum is working to fund my stay here, you'd think I would put more effort into this.
I'm feeling extremely useless. Like a dead car battery.
Think I'm just grumpy. With myself mainly. And I'm addicted to Freecell. Good grief.
I need help. Going to pray now. Like for real. No one can help me. And if I can't help myself, then it's time for divine intervention.